8 signs you are growing into a higher conscious human being.
Being open to change and practicing self-introspection will open up these doors to you.
I won't dive too deep into how I used to be a completely different person to who I am now. Of course, none of us are, we´re constantly changing and growing. However this radical change I went through and still am going through could not have started if I hadn´t purposely embarked on a mission to find a version of myself I could truly feel as authentic and unique. I grew up unconsciously trying to fit in with the rest of the flock. It´s how you're supposed to act. When we realize that parents are people just like us who did the best they could to raise another human being, then we can relieve a lot of the anger and resentment for having raised us “wrongly”. I was actually very fortunate to have the life I did when I was growing up, we were blessed with a roof over our heads and food was never missing. I struggled, however, to practice gratitude towards my parents and towards life for the simpler things. I grew up trying to fit in with the rest of the flock and was always comparing what others had to what I didn´t. I was living in the same matrix as most people do drive by external goals and thinking that life was meant to be lived a certain way, that you had to accomplish certain things in your life to be valued and respected. I lived in what is known as the false self. A version of me that said, thought, and acted based on a completely different set of values than those I carry now. I put so much pressure on myself to get good grades, get into a good university, apply for a respectable job. Settling into a relationship that I could present to my family, having the same old friends, and talking about the same things we did in high school. I slowly started to realize how unhappy I was, how useless all of this started to feel. It didn´t make me happier, didn´t motivate me to connect with others. I felt empty. I was empty.
Finding your message.
Once I realized this life was not a life I wanted to keep on living I had an emotional breakdown. I questioned what the hell was I doing with my life and what were my actual talents and gifts. So I started writing. I wanted to communicate these emotions I was feeling with the…